If I could chart the changes in my thinking over the last few days I'd need several mathematicians and more graph paper than my local Staples keeps on hand.

The good news? I'm feeling pretty good about myself despite some substantially negative external events of late. The bad? The hope I had that I'd completely let go of a certain issue was crushed by a very sharp thorn of jealousy about ten minutes ago. Ah well, baby steps, eh?

In other news: my honesty is really starting to be detrimental to me. Hopefully it will pay off in the end, though.