noble bullshit
10:52 am, Tuesday, Apr. 04, 2006

Over the last few days I've thought a whole lot about something I want to say to you, something that has been brewing for nearly two years.

Sometimes, you make me angry.

That isn't the problem. It's completely natural to get mad sometimes. But the problem with this anger is that I have to entirely hide it from you. Because if I were to direct the tiniest thread of it towards you then you would vanish. Sure, you'd accept every bit of it as your due. But then you'd disappear. To "save me" or some such noble bullshit.

I don't think either one of us are doing each other any favors.